Facebook Twitter Telegram Youtube Instagram FlipboardCheck all the information in PDF on your favorite deviceDemi Lovato has published her new album and has confessed important and interesting revelations about her personal life.Demi Lovato, love in times of coronavirusDemi Lovato confesses her experience when she almost died of an overdoseMarc Gabernet August 20, 2022 - 1:40 p.m.When success overwhelms you at just seventeen, life can be cut short.Demi Lovato is considered one of the most versatile artists on the current music scene, but her life experiences after the boom of becoming a Disney girl led her down a path that forced her to stop for a while.Now, after a season in which she has focused on repairing her mental health, Demi Lovato releases her eighth album, Holy Fvck, which marks her return to the pop punk and rock sounds that influenced her early in her career with her early albums. study."Everything I write comes from personal experiences, last year I went through a difficult time. I was back in treatment and when I came out of there I had all these unresolved traumas that I had not dealt with or that I started to notice in treatment. And when I came out, I said to myself, "It's okay to be angry and feel those things. So when I was making the album, in the first week, I had a lot of anger, I think it showed on a lot of the songs, Freak, Heaven, Eat Me. I was angry, and then on the rest of the album, I started making songs that really had the power of my sexuality. Then towards the end, love songs also came out," the singer explained in an interview with Apple Music. 1.Lovato has claimed that the success of her early albums blinded her, diverting her into a search for prefabricated radio hits."I started making more pop music and I started to lose myself as an artist... and honestly, it didn't reflect what was inside of me, I'd go up on stage, and I'd put on those leotards and those stilettos that I felt like I was in. I was sad. And I was dancing. I was doing choreography and things like that, and I just wasn't happy. I think that led me to lose myself completely. They were correct. I have to continue with them, but with more force, "says the singer, who wanted to send a message to the teenage Demi."I would tell her, 'You're beautiful. You don't need to lose weight, you don't need to judge yourself so much.' under a microscope, so finding myself was also under a microscope.The loss of her power as an artist that Lovato suffered led to a complete breakdown of her mental health."The team around me was dictating my decisions and trying to influence the direction I was going. So it was like I didn't even know who I was. I didn't know who I was anymore, I had a team that was trying to force me in a direction to be this hyper-feminine pop star. I was very unhappy doing that," Lovato details.The singer began to take refuge in drugs, until one day she did something crazy."When they found me, I was turning blue, the doctor said I had another 5-10 minutes left. If no one had come when they did, I wouldn't be here today."Lovato assures that she felt very guilty, because "my overdose was right after Mac Miller died and that put everything in perspective that it could have been me ... and how are you going to live your life now? It affected me a lot. people who marked your childhood, or people who have been influential in your work, or even people who didn't know your music, but know who you are... all of that puts things in perspective".Demi Lovato gives an interview to Apple Music 1The release of her new album marks a before and after in her recovery process."Over time, trust comes back. I've never come out of treatment, the first time was a learning experience, people are going to have to learn to trust you again. The only way they will is if you show it to yourself." yourself and not just talk, but take action for your recovery. My family is amazing, I've had family members who have struggled with addiction, so they are very understanding and know what it's like, "says Lovato , showing visibly excited.The singer believes that signing a contract at the age of fifteen was one of her biggest mistakes as an artist."You don't really have a sense of who you really are until you're in your twenties. Then in your 30s, you're like, 'Okay, I got it.Now I know what I want to do with my life, and that's how I'm going to go about it." But in your teens, people who aren't in the spotlight are still trying to figure themselves out. They party, they make mistakes, and if you're a 15-year-old and you're making mistakes, it's magnified. I don't know. If I had kids and they came to me and said, 'Mom, I want to be in the industry,' I'd have to say, 'Please wait. until you're 18. Have a childhood.'"The fact of becoming a star at such a young age led Demi to carry the weight of the family economy."I was so overworked for a teenager. I didn't know how to say no to things, it was disgusting, I look back and it disgusts me. I had friends that I gave stuff to and partyed with and paid for this and that, and I didn't necessarily pay their bills, but they definitely took advantage of me," objects the singer, who now, finally, feels that her music represents her.You have to be registered to be able to write comments.© JolyDigital |Rioja 13, Mezzanine.41001 Seville